when i said 'stop liking me' what i meant was, 'don't stop liking me.'

Wes: You know you're pretty rad, right?

Me: I'm not, really.

Wes: That's fine Jenna. (he never spells this right) ..because I know it.

Me: That's like when I told her 'you might be the most beautiful I've ever known,' and her not believing it but that not mattering because I know it.

Wes: See. You get it. It's pretty cool knowing the most beautiful person in the galaxy, though.

Me: It kind of breaks your heart; just knowing.

Wes: I guess that's the price you pay.

Me: It's the greatest privilege besides music.

Do you have any idea how hard it is that this is the right thing to do?

just wondering.

She's a starseed

I'm a wallflower

"You see things. You keep quiet about them. And you understand."
-The Perks of Being a Wallflower

I'm also a lightworker

"can be starborn or earthborn humans who also have an awakening, with knowledge and skills to teach other people to recognize their own place in this brave new world."

"Often times, the lightworker may feel a bit isolated or different, as others seem engrossed in ego-based pursuits."

and I have memories of her

"their (lightworkers') vision of life is colored by a spiritual sense of how all things are related together. They consciously or subconsciously carry memories within them of non-earthly spheres of light."