be my girlfriend.

there's plenty of fish in the sea


fuck you. she was my sea.

attempting to predict the likelihood of our together forever-ness based on vowels and consonants and dammit our names had so many

i opened my mouth to say,

"come back to me. be mine."

but then i heard this glimmer of hope in what you've found. this beautiful trail of golden-pink words drifting from your lips, painting pictures of her..

then transforming into blue wind; screaming down these wires and filling me up. and all of a sudden i'm on the outside looking in. i don't belong to you, with you, beside you, anymore. i guess i thought i still might...

i bit my tounge, then.

i think this time it might be goodbye

you were so perfect, your whole life
i didn't even know you, but i can see it in your baby pictures

more than anyone else, i lost you.

talk shit about my cat one more time and see what happens

she's just waiting for the summertime when the weather's fine; she could hitch a ride out of town and so far away from that
low down
good for nuthin'
mistake making fool
with excuses like baby that was a long time ago
but that's just a euphemism if you want the truth he was out of control

but a short time's a long time when your mind just won't let it go...

" You are invited to annonymously contribute a secret to a group art project. Your secret can be a regret, fear, betrayal, desire, confession, or childhood humiliation. Reveal anything - as long as it is true and you have never shared it with anyone before. " www.postsecret.com



everytime i listen to explosions in the sky i see little blue fireflies all around me. i miss you.




i loved you.

what is your favorite hour
come get me than.

bring me somewhere.

WHEN I SAY YOUR NAME IT'S LIKE SAYING LOOK AT THOSE CLOUDS

she tells me these things through her hand shakes. we mean it when we shake hands. we've got some things in common. i have pieces of you that she'll never have. we've got to be grown up about this. she won't rock us.

i wouldn't of lasted 3 months

i guess it was fleeting...

i lied to you on the phone tonight
i'm sorry
i didn't want to scare you away
i thought you'd just get frustrated with me...

doing this can become a 'compulsion'
i looked it up.

i used to care about you so much
i don't care if you think about me anymore

i'm feeling desperate, lately.

maybe i only need you because i'm fragile.

i don't know if these are acts of desperation. when all is said and done it hurts. it's hard to convince myself that you would notice, otherwise. i know you would. i know it would make you sad to know that. i'm leaning on every moment. i've fallen a bit to far in. i don't want people to know. i don't want people to notice me, now.

the world used to be in front of me.

you are my favorite ghost

if i can't be beautiful i want to be invisible

i won't watch your electric side show
i've got way better places to go...

maybe they thought they loved each other at the time
maybe they did

maybe we did
maybe we thought so, at the time

and i'm not scared of your stolen power
see right through you any hour

there's something about you. there's secret magic in you. i don't know how to explain it. i don't think words even exist around you. everything is just replaced by light. its beyond anything.