i opened my mouth to say,

"come back to me. be mine."

but then i heard this glimmer of hope in what you've found. this beautiful trail of golden-pink words drifting from your lips, painting pictures of her..

then transforming into blue wind; screaming down these wires and filling me up. and all of a sudden i'm on the outside looking in. i don't belong to you, with you, beside you, anymore. i guess i thought i still might...

i bit my tounge, then.