i'm feeling desperate, lately.

maybe i only need you because i'm fragile.

i don't know if these are acts of desperation. when all is said and done it hurts. it's hard to convince myself that you would notice, otherwise. i know you would. i know it would make you sad to know that. i'm leaning on every moment. i've fallen a bit to far in. i don't want people to know. i don't want people to notice me, now.

the world used to be in front of me.