Aug 11, 2009

I was shivering all day long. I'm pretty sure I wasn't cold. I had goosebumps; but no - I'm pretty sure I wasn't cold. I kept twitching.

The sky is perfect (I don't actually think this exists. Sometimes, for some things, I just can't think of any comparable word; maybe twice in my entire life... like that time I saw the colours in your eyes). I feel like i'm floating because I can't see anything else; just space and little white flickering specks filling that space, and me. And the little flickering specks keep shooting, leaving white trails behind them...

I stopped twitching. I stopped thinking and I think thats what stopped me twitching. Space is black and stars are white and there aren't any colours and I don't have to think about you when I look at them.

Then the sprinkler came on and I looked without meaning too and little bits of blue mist and light and water filled everything again. I started to shiver but I think this time It's because I was cold.
It doesn't really matter, I guess.

It takes a lot of concentration to make everything disappear.

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